Bad memories from the past seem to occur in two's for me. I feel like I can never escape.
It is not my intention to rehash what has been done to me...the hurt and the betrayal. I want to forget it all...even the happy, good memories. Why? Because they were all lies.
Once things seem to be getting better, my life is moving forward and I've forgotten about my past, it pops up out of nowhere to bring back the flood of awful memories.
One might say, "Just get over it already." Those people have never experienced the pain, dishonesty, and disloyalty that I did. I would never wish that kind of hurt on anyone.
Tomorrow's a new day...I pray that it's better.
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wish I could do something to make you feel better. Just remember that you've grown and will be a better, happier person in the end. You don't have to forget it ever happened or 'get over it already'- you have to revisit those painful memories sometimes to help you remember how much better off you are now :)
Thanks Katharine. :)
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