Two years ago today, I said "I do" wearing a beautiful white gown in the chapel of my dreams.
My fairytale wedding was coming true, I thought.
I believed the vows I said in front of God, friends and family meant forever, but here we are today...already divorced.
I debated about whether or not I would write about this and decided it would be good for me....not to reminisce and cry over it, but to simply release the memory of it.
I woke up today, remembering this morning 2 years ago. I woke up to a house full of bridesmaids (friends) and family.
That was the day I would become a wife.
The memory brought me to tears.
Seeing my wedding dress bag hanging from my bedroom door didn't help either.
Yes, I am sad. I'm human.
I have no regrets in my life though, nor do I have any ill feelings toward my ex-husband.
Things didn't work out. It is what it is. Another lesson learned.
I'm still trying to figure out what that lesson is though.
I will never forget that day or the feelings I had.
I hope some day to replace that memory with the life-long love and marriage God intends for me.
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